Where was I? oh, right...
Vanna Marie's role in my life actually started when I was in Katipunan, just hanging around and keeping myself cool @ the National Bookstore. After Chem Camp class, I usually go to Jollibee to eat, then at NBS (nat'l bookstore) to read for a while. ironically, this was the time when my momvand i were kind of getting in a rough moment .

Anyway, when i saw Vanna Marie for the first time, I was so smitten by her beauty that while i was holding the magazine, i was actually blushing...as if she was really there. i swear, i looked like i took seven shots of lidocaine in one sitting...

from that moment on, i swore to myself that i would search everywhere, anywhere for Vanna Marie Tan, the Yuna of my heart. (i know it sounds kinda sappy, but please bear with me). and being the torpe that i am...well...i took the Net and my cp as my weapon for success. Friendster was actually a big help...but when this fiasco over concert invitations happened (it's a long story that i prefer to tell in person), well...my hunt took a hiatus. actually, it was the fault (slight only) of my my cousin, who suggested to me that i should go to UST.

For those of you who TOOK ME FOR A STALKER!
I'm not a stalker! (well...in technical terms, i am sort of a stalker, but it sounds so ugly...i prefer to call myself a "secret admirer".) really, i just want to see her, and meet her...and be her friend, then be her boyfriend, then her fiancee, then her husband!!and when that happens, i'm gonna work hard for our family and we're gonna be happy until we get old and have grandkids!!!!! (whew!!)

WHOA...BREAK...BREAK...BREAK...

I need a shot of anti-stimulant...there...that's better...=P
when that time comes, i'm gonna be in Maslow's peak of his pyramid - i'm gonna have self-actualization.
and how i wish it would happen. that's why my quest has begun...AGAIN!
(laughs,smile)
(stops)

for those people who think of me as a stalker, let me repeat...
I AM NOT A STALKER! i'm a secret admirer, okay???!!!

I LOVE VANNA MARIE!!!!